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I'd offer to be your partner but.... there's the factor of me being f2p (yeah, been in game for more than a year now and still f2p)..... :|

So... I guess the only thing I would be able to help you with are zinit and astrub and I don't think you'd need help with that really (or at least until you get to zinit checkpoint 4)... ^^"

""I-i-i-i-i-I......." Lorenzie stuttered out, unable to say that she wants to continue.

This is pathetic.... Fine, I'll say it for you. Lorelai said before taking over causing the color of Lorenzie's eyes to shift to a red-violet.

"I.... I mean.... we because this time L-zie and I actually agreed on something, would like to join." Lorelai said for her near spineless vessel in an oddly mature voice... A voice resembling the one she'd use for the times when she was alive when she was in one of those big family meetings and other occasions.

Nice ^^

Lorelai bowed her head, allowing the shadows of her bangs to hide her eyes. The familiar feeling she got when Twiggy hugged her. He reminded her of her cousin/younger brother..... And the feeling when he hugged her..... It was all too much for her to bear. If it was years ago, she would've broken down and burst into tears but it wasn't. She had changed since then. She didn't break down. She could feel the tears forming at the corner of her eyes and blinked hard to keep them from falling. She then switched back to the emotionless cover she had just to make sure no one noticed.

She had heard from both males in the room but she simply responded with silence.

She looked away and put her eye patch back on.

For something like that to nearly make me cry.... I'm still weak.... I'm weak.... She thought.

OOC: :| I can't think of something other than this without making Lorelai look too.... too much of a crybaby. (Has had writer's block since two weeks ago.... And artist's block until a few seconds ago).... No this thread is not dying *insert a determined BritannicaAngel!Iggy face here*.... And if it does I'll follow it to the afterlife and drag it back to life > 


This post has been edited by mitsume54432 - May 10, 2013, 12:16:18.

Lorenzie nearly giggled at the hoodlum!Xelor's teleport attempt after Tal used motion sickness on said Xelor but as she watched she noticed something she'd laugh at more some more but decided against it.... She could run faster than that Xelor could teleport. Her experience from the constant fights with the guards in Bonta and not to mention being trained by a highly skilled omni-elemental Feca (Zeferin "Zef" Zachary A.K.A. Lorenzie's master) and a two hundred year old earth element free-form magic master (Lorelai Zachary) made her very very skilled with fighting.

Lorenzie made a really big barrier for the purpose of smashing the area where the Xelor was which the said person teleported out of. Fell for it. She thought. She ran there faster (with help from the lightning glaive) than he could teleport, proving her point. The moment the Xelor got there, she had been ready for it, already standing behind him. "Pathetic, ain't it? I run faster than you can teleport." She whispered before she hit the said person (with the blunt end of the blade, temporarily borrowing a very tiny amount of Lorelai's strength so she damaged herself in the process) as her glaive radiated electricity, electrocuting the person AND knocking them out of the dial.

She then proceeded to 'becoming' the lightning a second time, this time as she slowly let Lorelai take over for the final blow: a blow from the blunt end of the lightning spiked blade to the base of the neck.

Right after she knocked the Xelor.... that was when she started laughing out the suppressed laughter from running faster than someone else teleporting.

Lorenzie knew that another set of opponents have just come on the field and knew that she had to do something but was distracted by the sight of a certain stand-out bow meow, isolated from all the other bow meows and seemed to have been injured from the very beginning. She walked up to it with a kind smile as she reached for her first-aid kit in her pocket.... Only to be rejected by the bow meow via a bite to the hand then running away.....

She looked hurt by that.... in fact, hurt was an understatement. She didn't take it nicely.... and although often times she was very good at forcing smiles and often times only Xander could read through them, this was one of the rare times she failed and ended up with a half smile half pout instead. *cue scary shiny glasses moment*

"I see, I guess you hate me as well...." She said in an awfully depressed and forcefully cheerful voice as an incredibly strong and dark aura of depression emitted from her. In fact she got so depressed/shocked that she even lost control of the electricity in her glaive to a point it actually showed via the lightning emitting from the said weapon. Most control she had over that now was who not to hit and its attacks have now become completely random. (The exact same way she gets so many cases of homicide)

Animals hate me.... She thought as her aura strengthened into something like a debuff that turned out that she was so depressed she depressed anyone within two meters of her and even then other people further than two meters could feel the same aura.

Lorelai, who could feel this aura stronger than anyone else could since she shared the same body as Lorenzie, didn't even see that reaction that came coming. It seems she's in shock from being rejected. Lorelai thought with a slight look of pity.... Because even if her more lively contrasting aura to that of her vessel's original soul would've made the effect a lot less than it was supposed to be so it meant it would be much more depressing if she didn't share the same body as Lorenzie who was apparently more depressed than how one would appear to be.

Well.... okay then.... XD

Oh yeah.... Mansion, you gave me the sudden urge to throw my own pet cat ._."

"You are not the only one."

This wasn't the first time she'd gotten the response. She then gave a reply.... confession..... that would probably shatter her image to anyone who'd seen her then.

"Yes I know I'm not the only one but there's one thing that you and I differ in..... You actually cared about your family; I didn't and never did. The only person in my family I actually cared about is my younger brother who wasn't even my brother to begin with; he's my cousin. When my father died, the thing that shocked me the most was that I felt no sadness nor grief..... because I was happy that the stupid power-thirsty jerk died. At his funeral I was laughing and wondering why he didn't receive a more painful death than just a simple strike to the heart. There were only two people from then who I actually cared about: my younger cousin/adopted brother and my ex-fiancee.... They kept me from turning into this and also the very reason why I stayed sane back then. When they died, I decided I'd finally had enough of the moogr shit I was letting myself be put through and I would not tolerate it anymore. Our servants.... they were traitors. They were one of the many reasons why the former autocrat of Brakmar fell. Friends? Define it. I had no more than mere acquaintances. My ex-fiancee was my best (and once only) friend..... and he died. When those two people died, it was then and only then when I succumbed to my uncles' teachings. If when you last met me, I hesitated to kill and couldn't even bare the thought of it, after that, I began to kill brutally and painfully with a smile on my face. Mercy.... even when I was still called 'merciful' I never even understood the word. People acted as if I were joking when I asked them to define the word-- I wasn't joking at all. Go on and punish me for it; rip off my nails and gut me alive for those I killed. I wouldn't be surprised. The Lorelai then wouldn't have become this if she weren't so weak and inexperienced. Pain that turned into anger that turned into hatred and the desire to cause pain and the drive to kill. Life was never easy but when we receive pain, what do we do with it? That is what happened." She said.

1. Nice people...... well, most of the people I've met so far anyway :| not all of them. I mean, I'm very against high level people walking around astrub to beat up low-levels like it were fun or to show-off or whatever reason. I mean, I walk around astrub because I don't have the money to be p2p (lol prepaid cellphone load...) and also because I like helping people in the f2p community. Even then, everyone has their own good and bad sides so I'm pretty sure no matter how much of a jerk someone seems, they aren't entirely bad. I mean, among the f2p people, there are a lot of nice, caring, supportive, listener type people I've met. And don't give me the 'you're only f2p' crap. I've met a lot of nice p2p people too (hi there people from all the guilds I've joined in the past and the ones I'm still in (like the people from Thieulamtu (I left because nobody was on anymore and apparently our founder was an alt.... ehem.... It was so lonely even though the people in that guild were friends I've known since before I joined Wakfu (dating back to the days when I still played Fists of Fu which is now closed and a friend from that guild was my classmate)), Avarice people,) and the people in my current guild(s since most of my guilds now are kinda used like an extension of my full contacts list that I don't want to delete from because.... they might come back! QAQ or maybe they won't...... maybe they got caught in a horrible accident in real life and will never come back because they're dead..... T^T *paranoid about that*))

2. It's fun to watch other people's pvp fights in astrub because.... really it does get amusing to watch someone chase someone around the map when you aren't the person chasing.

3. Sounds and music

4. I can vent my anger onto the mobs because people in real life are not always very pleasant..... :I

5. Art style maybe?.... I'm just too lazy to zoom in maybe... o_e'

6. new stuff every now and then

Non-lethal force... The words fluttered around Lorelai's mind, trying to think of something that wasn't non-lethal but to no avail. She thought and thought but it seemed with her, everything was capable of killing. She looked at the angry Osamodette before saying something that made things worse.... much much worse.....

"Non-lethal? Define non-lethal. Everything that exists can kill and can be used as a lethal weapon. Even a piece of paper can kill if you cut in the right place, in the right hands. Words if hurtful enough can even drive people to suicide, that still makes it lethal and the death is still, indirectly the one who uttered's fault without meaning to. A pillow can make a person suffocate. Any weapon, no matter how weak it is, can kill if it is in the right hands. Armor is a defense? If you use it against the wearer you can make the person drown. There is no such thing when everything can kill. And besides....." Lorelai said, making the fact that she was reminiscing about the past even more obvious. "Non-lethal force never worked for me. No form of bargain, no words, no pact nor this thing that people call 'mercy' that I can't understand will ever work. If you don't kill them, they're bound to come back and try to kill you again if they don't go for someone who's precious to you. What do you know of it? If you have no choice but to kill someone because if you don't someone precious to you will die, what will you do? They want money and that of which you had none. You are in plain fields far away from civilization. There is no one there to help you. Just you, a precious someone and a lowlife. You left your bag at home so you can't pay the ransom that they wish for but if you don't someone will die. What would you do? When I knocked him out he came back to hostage yet another. You see, that cycle will continue on for as long as you don't kill the lowlife. What would you do? When it's more difficult now to earn than it was before, when no amount of political influence will work. When the lowlife simply will not wait, what will you do? You were taught to never kill but at this point your forced to not follow that way. You know nothing of it. If you're own father left only a weapon and a small bag of kamas in hand that wouldn't even count up to 200 because he decided to give the rest of the millions of kamas to your adopted younger brother who was still a minor and would later on die for the same reason anyway. What would you do? If you lost all your reason to be nice to anyone at all has been gone long ago, what would you do? If you lost every reason to give a fuck about life, what would you do?... That and..... death is sweet.... Bittersweet. When you die, you feel no pain. Yes, you'll leave people behind. Yes you only have one life. So what about it if you'll only suffer in that life? So what? There is no such thing as immortality. I don't care if I ended someone's life; they'll die anyway..."

She removed her eyepatch revealing a scar that extended from her cheek to across her nose bridge to the opposite eye that was covered under the eyepatch. She then opened her the said eye.... which apparently no longer had an eyeball. It was long gone. Ever since that other hostage incident, that eye had been long gone.

"At first I didn't want to.... at first I tried so hard to not kill..... then they.... those bastards.... they killed everyone who I ever cared about.... And then I began to kill, like it were nothing. The sight of blood was something that became normal to me. Watching people beg for mercy- of which I don't even understand- has become normal. In fact, as I continued on in getting into street fights, I began to enjoy other people's pain. That feeling of excitement. That feeling of pleasure when you hurt someone else. The excitement when you have an unquestionable enemy right before your eyes...... Now I don't even care if I kill or not. I will hunt those bastards to the ends of the world of twelve 'til not even a spec of their ash remains! I will make them suffer a thousand times worse. Let me tell you right now that the only reason why I live right now is for revenge. That is my only sole purpose and I will not rest until I have it. And any person that gets in my way can die just as painfully." She continued giving off a dark aura and unconsciously making a scary but sad and reminiscing face.

And then she revealed a darker side. "I know I can't kill Ogrest..... But I could understand that the deaths of those who drowned were just a coincidence; lots of other people from the Zachary family died of that, I could take that however... I wouldn't be hunting down the killers if they didn't kill those people deliberately. Well, now I don't even care anymore. Everyone in the world dies some time because, after all, immortality does not exist."

She'd changed so much since the Great Deluge. She met Mat back when she was still kind and a cross-dresser and one of the representatives for the Zachary family and chose to give nicer less violent solutions to things. It was almost unbelievable how cold, cruel and hateful she'd become since then. After so much had happened. When her own father never cared about her and only saw her as a way to become more powerful and richer by the tenfold from the very beginning. When her family didn't respect her for being a girl. When the only people who respected her and whom she ever cared about died because someone murdered them. She had just about enough. Breaking her caused her to become dangerous heartless and merciless. The thing was she didn't even know what 'mercy' meant to begin with.

"After I get my revenge, I wouldn't care about life anymore. I can go and die happily, no matter how painful the death would be. Death is kind. Death is a way to escape. My only purpose is revenge and if anyone gets in my way I will kill them as well. I will go to Zinit but only to know who I'm after. If the people there we come across are responsible for those unforgivable deeds then I will kill them as well. I don't need the government. The government had spies from Ogrest's Cult. They aren't reliable sources of information. The people behind the cases, I want to know their identities but obviously I won't get that information if I don't threaten. The thing was I lied when I said I don't threaten. I threaten people to get information or to get things back, those things alone. I won't beg for people to be saved. They are not worth saving. If I wanted to save someone's life I'd do it my way. Talking things through doesn't work in this time and era anymore. It simply will not work anymore." She paused for a moment and gave the biggest hint that she might just start a revolution in Brakmar if it meant she'd get her revenge and that no government can ever stop her. "You do not tell me what to do. You have not seen how cruel this world can be. You don't know how it feels to fail to protect the few people you actually cared for. You don't know how it feels like when you're forced to live a lie. You don't know how it feels like when you have to separate yourself from your own child just to make sure the kid doesn't follow that same fate of being taken hostage because they were related to someone from a rich family but was really barely given anything. You don't know how it feels when your own parents didn't care about you and saw you as nothing more than a source of power and/or money. You don't know how it feels to not be respected because of your gender. You know nothing about getting caught in feuds all because of your fucking bloodline without wanting to. Neutrality means nothing if you're still going to get caught in things no matter what you do..... In fact, you know nothing about knowing that your own sanity had been ripped off of and burned. My sanity? It's like glass. It was once right but it was dropped and shattered into thousands of pieces that are slowly getting lost as time progresses. In fact maybe the gods are having lots and lots of fun up there knowing that there was a mass extinction down here and that lots of people died." And then it was then when she finally ended her big rant about why they shouldn't not kill, finally taking a deep breath.


This post has been edited by mitsume54432 - May 02, 2013, 14:43:00.

"I'm sorry! Please forgive me!"

Lorelai sighed.

"Well, let's just be thankful that I wasn't an assassin who was after our lives or we'd be long dead by now...." She said in a scary-but-not-meaning-to-be tone. "But forgiven, none the less"

She looked at Ima with (a) reminiscing eye(s?) before looking away and closing her eye(s) again, continuing her walk down memory lane.

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OOC

Ahh.... I'm confused @_@" If her other eye is covered then... uhh.... how many eyes are open? o_o'?

Lorenzie was suspicious about how there was only a riktus.... Well, now she knew that there were Srams there and she had to be a thousand times more aware.

"Lorie! Sram at your six!"

"Thanks for the warning." She shouted back.

She had heard the Sram coming, just didn't know where but thanks to Inamora, she used what she could see to locate the Sram's vital points. She sighed and calmly walked passed the Sram. He struggled and threw a dagger at her which she dodged effortlessly before she managed a clean cut to the neck..... the part of the neck where there was a major blood vessel and if she didn't miss it, the Sram would bleed to death in less than two minutes.

She then hit her glaive in the ground and forced out electricity.... being careful not to hit her teammates or the bow meows.... causing anything else to get electrocuted.... She didn't release too much though, just enough to reveal anything else on the field, not in midair, that wasn't visible... But not too much that she would cause things' hearts to stop...

And then her hearing came back to normal, and she could hear everything again..... Well, she had to ignore it for now. This wasn't a fight where she could just go and go easy on things in hopes that someone ends her misery; it was a fight she joined for the sake of a friend, not hers.

A game with destiny, which I was already losing to begin with, has a mini-game in it in which, if I lose, I lose to destiny and die.... Well, I wanted someone.... anyone to kill me anyway. She thought.

You are such a death seeker.... Lorelai commented in an annoyed tone.

Meanwhile here in the Philippines.... Just buying lamb costs thousands of pesos already.... I think I'll just have my cheaper balut from the balut vendor that passes our street every other month/week XD

Lorelai had been quietly leaning on the wall at the furthest corner of the room the whole time, thinking about the past. Her eyes were closed but she wasn't asleep. The whole time she was listening to the group like nothing. Not a word coming out of her mouth as images of the flood and all started coming back to her head....

Then she decided to break her silence and walk through memory lane... Right after what Ima said....

"Actually, I've been here, quietly leaning on the wall, the whole time. Nice job not noticing me, all of you... Seriously...." Lorelai said, giggling, finally opening her eye(s).

Woo~ I'm back XD

I just remembered.... April 26-27 I'll be... somewhere in Tagaytay (place in the Philippines).... with my friends, which, according to said friends, has no wifi so :|

I remember naming mine (in my other account) Tsunade Sama for some reason... :|

I was like:.... well I'm out of names so.... name a character after Tsunade from Naruto and like..... why did I do that?.... XD meh, made her last year so I can't remember why anymore =3="

Why not both? ^^

says the one who just had to try every class just to see how each class works.... ._. 

I can relate dude, I can relate.

I joined shortly AFTER the open beta and yet..... *poof, closed beta banner* ._."

o3o in game I'm approachable, open, friendly, talkative, patient with people and I like to help people ^^

meanwhile in real life........ hates being approached, anti-social, not as friendly, more often than not quiet, hair-trigger tempered, "I would help you but..... nah, I'm too lazy~" ._."